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Tuesday, April 29, 2008

Blah...so many people complain that i never update my blog ler..well..sorry la..but how am i supposed to know that people wanna read when no one tags..humph..oh well..since i finished writing in the card kia yong made for melissa ler and im kinda free(actually i got alow hw..but well..as my friend wei ting used to say..."relack la mun..can always do homework later...at most also copy la"...(he damm basket..always making fun of me coz i always procrastinating and at last resorting to copying to escape being scolded))lolx..like maths ah..so many brackets..but this time no need follow bodmast rule and do inner brackets first..aniwae..the card damm cute la..really one of a kind de and no..its not because kia yong my friend thats why i say this..u juz have to see it to noe wat i mean..lolx...maybe melissa will take a pic and send it to me so i can upload it..=D

Yay..tomorrow is melissa's birthday=D..haha..i planned like a month in advance for her birthday..coz she is my fav gal outside my class..and well...despite us not ever being in the same class or in contact with each other for more den 10s in school..its like a hi and bye kind of thing..we remained good friends=D..heh..i still remember the first time i saw her..i tot she was the most attractive gal in yjc..i think i had a crush on her then=X..and nvr did i tot that we would even like know each other exist..but well..we became more den juz acquaintances..she was the only gal who entertained me by playing the "Hi" game which everyone thought was damm childish coz whoever said hi first when seeing the other wins..lolx..but my classmates helped by telling me wenever they see her..so i will win..but dumb2 gobi always helped melissa..so not fair la..i always surrounded by my classmates..so easy to spot me..cheat2..heh..i bet my classmates wanted to play too..but they juz wanna act cool and uninterestedXD

Heh..i dunnoe if u noticed but lots of people we deem friends..we rarely interact with outside of school,working place,cca..wateva...its like we only remember they exist coz we have to interact with them given the forced situation..so can we call sum1 a friend knowing that when school is over..the "friend" will be "forgotten"?sure2...lots of poeple say friends forever..but please..reality check here..an example..u noe..say u damm bloody close to ur p6 class in ur opinion and graduated with em and stuff..but isnt it awkward when u meet up now..they have changed and so have you and there is lil in common now if there ever was..a paradigm u might say of friendship...friends forever only applies to true friends..by true friends i mean..friendship at a lvl where constant interaction is no longer necessary to maintain it..long periods of silence while in each other's company is not uncomfortable or awkward but pleasant..there is no need for facades to impress or hide one's flaws,just being ourselves and lastly to know without a doubt that should one ever need help..the friend is there=D

Mel is one of my true friends..in front of her..i have no need for facades..i would like to say that we click exclusively but im discrediting her..she juz has this brilliant personality that draws others to her..have u ever watched a moth and a flame and how attracted the moth is to the flame..to the point of it getting burnt and dying..thats how mel is..except that she isn a flame..she is like the sun..warm and comforting but never deceitful enough to take advantage of the trust others place in her like the flame did to the moth..

heh..she is extremely popular in school..though the jc1s dunnoe her and some saying she not pretty like my classmates..coz they asked me who i e.c in school..den the only person is melissa lor..but who cares what they think..i never loved someone for their looks..i love them for their personality and character..joel,kia yong,my 127 classmates,my clique..i love them all...unpolished jewels thats what they are..one only has to spend some effort to see beyond the first impression and get to know the sparkling and unique individual within..

i remembered thinking that i may have fallen again..coz i fancied myself in love with kia yong..i was scared..i nvr want to be confused and vulnerable again..like i did with joel..i couldn talk to my 127 classmates seriously about it coz they wouldn understand despite them loving me and me them coz we already have preconceived notions about each other that will be a herculean task to change and so i found myself talking to melissa about it..she was all i could want in a confidante..non-judging and non-pitiying..well..a huge plus is that ky and her are friends too..so she knew what i was talking about..she listened attentively to my flood of emotional story telling and compared it to my experience with joel..there were many parallels between both cases and she pointed it out to me..meaning that i love kia yong the way i love joel..haha..i was saved..i love em like brothers(so people..im straight!yes ah!so ppl hu tink im lusting over ky..ur so dead wrong!..waa haaa haaaXD)..well..joel is already my ge-ge...heh..and at that moment..i realized i loved melissa like i would a sister..

Lolx..last paragraph..i bet u readers are already cursing me for writing yet another long and boring post..like wat a total waste of time reading right?haha..aniwae..im a sentimental and sensitive fellow who has always placed stock in emotions..hell..i was sobbing like i juz got dumped when i watched only the first episode of gokusen..how lame is that..and juz for the record..i haven got dumped before..coz im not even attached before..haha..my point is that im really touched for last wednesday melissa walked me to the mrt station from school eventhough she had to walk back alone coz she had cca..i was like so happy my face was plastered with a grin the entire journey back home to pasir ris from yishun..and yes...this is despite the train being freaking crowded and i had to stand..lolx..this coming from a boy who don mind waiting for 4hrs doing nothing for a double deck bus so it wont be crowded and to get a seat..haha..HAPPY BIRTHDAY MELISSA!..Love ya!=D

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thePROFILE;

Name: Herman
Clique Title: The Bitch XD
Age: 18+
Birthday: 22 August 1989
Horoscope: Leo
School: Elias Park->Victoria school->Yishun JC

theLOVE;

People i love:
My Family...
-mama
-Older Sister(Dahliah-Katak)
-Younger Brother(Ardhi-Kiki)
-Younger Sister(Amirah-Momo)
-Granpa
-Grandma(departedT_T)
-Aunty Yati
-My maid(Tante)
My Clique...
*Mubaraq(Mubs-The SLUT)
*Nur M.(Mat-Fat2)
*Ernest(Ernie)
*Daniel(Dan"Knight")
*Ken(The Flash Bomb)
*Sadik(The Blind)
*Karthik(The Dog)
~Roy(My Oldest Best Friend)
~Kia Yong(My gege=D)
~All My Friends^____^
Hobbies:reading, sleeping, shopping, swimming, badminton, gaming, chit-chatting..got alot more=X

theHATE;

I HATE MYSELF!!!

theWISH;

(1) My loved ones to be happy and in good health=D
(2) Promotion to jc 2 this yearT_T
(3) 7A's for A lvls(5 more to go!!!)
(4) An i-phone =X
(5) Bag similar to my current 1..brown,canvas and leather blend:)
(5) Becoming a better person-_-
(6) Making a difference with my life^_^

theCHATTERBOX;

theEXITS;

April
Melissa
Jie Ying
Lynnette
Shamine
Chervonne
Phyllis
Jerene
Ms Denise Ong
Nurayn
127 Class Blog
Weiwen
Daniel
Billy
Liak Y.H.

thePAST;

theMUSIC;

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theCREDITS;

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