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Wednesday, March 26, 2008

Waa haa haa..March was a really fantastic and wonderful month for me..Lots of my loved ones birthdays are in March=D..heh3..my sister,Dahliah's birthday,my best friend,roy's birthday,my clique member,Daniel's Birthday and my ace soccer player friend,redzuan's birthday..Haha..its really fun to wish people happy birthday on their special day..u watch the sequence of expressions on their faces..haha..the normal order being like this..neutral>stunned>spacing a lil(trying to sort out their disbelief>small smile> BIG SMILE^___^>hopeful(some ppl shameless..thinking that wen ppl wish em happy birthday..means they remember and hopefully got something extra)haha..joking2..not shameless..coz im like that too=X..haha..its always nice to be wished happy birthday..u tell urself u don need it but yet..secretly u desire it and whenever ppl wish u..u get this warm feeling coursing through ur being..lolx..plus ur in the excellent company of loved ones during the celebration..but the best part is..ur the PRINCESS/PRINCE for the entire day..good eh?=P

hmm..next would be the march holidays of coz!March holidays was the eagerly awaited respite from school for me..phew..i was like gonna die from running away from teachers for not doing homework..i mean..holidays should be for some fun and laughter right..all play and no work..giving people like me some time to catch up on homework and revision so as to be equal to my peers but NOOOOO...teachers had to add more homework...how they expect me to finish my work when they keep adding more homework-_-...sumore..where's the reward for those who already mugged so much during the school terms..teachers have no compassion..evil heartless monsters!..nah..they are juz doing their jobs..hmm..who should we blame for this?what?myself?for not doing my homework?hey..im busy and exhausted ok!err wateva..how u explain the muggers and em not getting any time off?wat?its for their own good!?!..urgh..wateva u freak..get lost!

Oh..this year..was even better during march hols..i went to baliXD..read about it..umm two post below i tink=X

Oh yeah..Kia Yong and i finally met face to face and knowing each other for who we are..haha..it was certainly fun playing hide and seek with him..haha..i provided him with so many clues as to who i am and how i look like..but..give him 1 month to find me in school also cannot find^^..lolx..he so blur2..sumore he admit himself..lolx..poor lil kia yong..Haha..at last i came down to find him myself during his cca,archery,coz no fun play hide and seek ler..he got owned..lolx..to give him the presents i bought him from bali..hee..my heart gave a lil leap..lolx..he said.."hey herman!"..haha..i tot he so blur wont recognize me but wth he did..no count..i still win!=P..I in front of him then he noe its me-_-..nyah haa haa..me really happy that he really like the presents especially the archery model.hes my fav archer!:)..oh yeah..i ran away after that and didn see him shootT_T..haiz..sometimes i tink i shouldn continue being friends with him..there is a huge possibility of this turning into another joel situation..im not the only one thinking this way..my friends worry for me too..but well..me being me..i have always been attracted to people with warm, comforting personalities and once i get attached and become fond of em..it will remain like that..forever..so well..i think i will juz be careful this time round..

oh yeah...it wasn all great in march though..march is the time of the month of old men!Ot's birthday is in march tooT_T..and he scolded and lectured us for hours for not wishing him happy birthday...like wth..he last time criticised us for wishing him happy birthday..now want different thing..make up his mind la..i tink he is juz a sadistic bastard...juz wanna scold us for the sake of scolding us and feeling superior..wateva la..

And then..there is the old man monster...oops..i mean molester..aiyah..both the same thing la..preying on innocent lil boys like me..i was like on board bus 39..on my way home from school..as usual..sleeping..wen sum1 sat beside me heavily..omph..i woke up coz i got jolted up ma..den blearily glare at him before resuming my slumber..next thing i knew..someone was sleeping on my shoulder..urgh..ever heard of personal space?i nudged him a lil..he continued sleeping..i nudged him harder..he snuggled up closer to me..thats it i tot..i was gonna ram my elbow into his side..the bus swerved..now he lying on my chest..argh!!..Disgusting!!!my 1st thought was self-preservation..so i pressed as close to the window as i could..maximising the space between us...phew i tot..im safe!even though my side,shoulder,neck were not..it hurts ok..being almost make 1 with the sides of the bus..the bus swerved again..now he like nearly lying on my lap ler..OMG..how can this be happening to me!!!this time it was worse..i had to align myself so that my spine was back to back with the sides of the bus..ouch2..my whole body hurt can...the strain to maintain that position..i was like...pls2 god..help me..1 more swerve in the right direction..and im doomed ler..no place to escape..and yeah..wat were the rest of the passengers doing..staring and me..some sniggering..like wth..cant u see i need help!!!i pleaded to their charity with my puppy eyes technique..still nothing..grr..they think wat..its a drama ah..oh yeah..god heard me..the bus swerved in the left direction..so he tumbled to his left and jolted awake..serve him rite..pity nvr tumble onto the floor..i am safe!i tot in relief...NOT...he look at me and then shrugged like it was of no importance and fell asleep again..WTH..nvr even say sorry la..but thats not the end..it repeated continuously till he alighted..the process of shouler,chest then lap..basket..finally he alighted..like 1 stop before i alighted...still never say sorry..not like i would forgive him like dat..grrr..spoil my day..i was like so happy coz that day i met kia yong..sumore i had to walk favouring my left side to balance back my right side..F**ker..i mean if its someone hot nvm..but a pervy old man?eww..thank god its the last time i will ever see him..hopefully..i mean lightning nvr strike the same place twice..so something mentally and physically traumatising like this shouldn happen again rite?this is like the compliment to Francis..the old man who asked me out and invited me to a hotel..urgh..shit..i see the pattern..1 old man ask me out..1 old man practically groped me..the next would..argh!!!i don wanna tink about it..i will grow mad!francis and this old man should like juz shag up together and leave poor lil me and others out!

umm..yeah..thats all..im going to sleep..thinking about old men is giving me the jitters...err cya..

9:28 PM ; smile'

Sunday, March 23, 2008

WOOT!..I did it!I conquered my fear of the stage today..Haha..it was like super scary at first and i was like seriously nervous and kept stuttering while practising..lolx..and my whole body was like trembling/vibrating wateva..lolx..i was like a human dildo..

heh..prior to the stage..i was like telling all my friends not to laugh at me and was like stressing and dreading pcct period the entire day..lolx..my worries was unfounded..it was like not scary at all..it was even FUN!!OMG!!..i cant believe im saying this..lolx..once i get started..it was almost easy..i juz focused on the words i gotta say and like totally blanked out my audience of jc1s even though i was looking at em..seeing w/o seeing..gettit?

haha..aniwae..i received positive feedback about my role as an emcee..some saying i did a fantastic job for a first timer..aww shucks!haha..but still got alot to improve on..i kinda rushed abit and im a lil soft plus i tend to like really stick to the script..And of yeah..the bad news is..im a marked man!teachers are like gonna pick on me to do further jobs of similar nature..im so screwed!oh wait..thats GOOD!i will like gain confidence,be mr popular like Gobi and like be prepared as a future law student right?

oh yeah..wanna say a real big thank you to Kia Yong for like supporting me and having confidence that i would pulled it off successfully..yay..thanx kia yong..u were a great help!=D
Thanx to shamine wee for like smsing me during my duty and giving me constructive feedback!Ur so SWEET!!Ur a real friend!=)

No thanx to the school psychologist..for making me the emcee eventhough i told her i have a BAD case of stage fright"even better that u have stage fright!"GRR!!!..kidding!u helped me crush the fear..so thx=P

lolx..thats all for today!

8:40 AM ; smile'

Tuesday, March 18, 2008

Heh3..i went to Bali this march holidays and it was like super fun...i know i know..i was supposed to be studying and catching up on my work..but hey..who can resist going to one of the most romantic places on earth..well maybe u can..but certainly not me..i mean..my first time on an aeroplane and soaring through the air..its like suppose to be a one kind of feeling..kinda like getting married or having sex for the 1st time or something right?

Aniwae...im actually kinda reserved and aloof or i appear that way to many people coz i only relax and show my true self when i like/comfortable with my present company...so yeah..im this painfully shy guy with an inferiority complex...but i have my reasons all listen below..the ones i can list off-hand that is...

i have like a disgusting cavern i call a mouth filled with unsightly yellow boulders i call teeth

my face is so pock-marked anyone can be a pro golfer on this course

i am like so unhealthy even 10 sets of fast food a day wont make me any worse off

ugliness is me..mirrors and cameras have been said to crack in my presence

ok...enuff..im getting dispirited listing my faults..i tot i could'n feel any worse..apparently i could..haiz

oh yeah..given all that..i HATE taking photos...but2...i took lotsa photos in bali..haha..i was like a totally different person there..i did things i would never have done in my wildest dreams...ok2..im exaggerating but hey..its my forte and its a talent lots of people desire ok..and no..i didn' do that coz i needed photos for my blog..ok2..maybe a teeny-weeny lil bit..damm u conscience..its like a major factor..there i said it..now quit bugging me...so yeah..scroll through em=D

see my flight!i noe its like so lame but well..its the 1st time its me and not someone else going somewhere=x

Inside the forbidden area od the airport!well..the area u only can enter if ur actually gonna board a plane..my mother and my younger siblings=D

My siblings and me=)

Yawn..im so bored..why does it take so long before we can board the bloody plane..

Yippeee!!!Im on board the plane at last!!see my cheshire smile^___^

My younger sister,Amirah and Panda!Panda was my fav old stuff toy which i loaned to my younger sister and travels everywhere with her..

Heh..cute rite..we played at being designers and improved the cover of the chalet's menu for emXD

My younger brother,Ardhi and older sister,Dahliah...swimming...Singapore have swimming pool don wanna swim..go Bali and swim-_-

Dahliah with the artist who designed her art piece.The drawing has an estimated retail value of $6 000 000...yeah..crazy rite..thank god its in rupiah..=P

The art piece that my mother had to leave behind coz she already bought its sister=X

My entire family and our kindly tour guide for our entire stay in bali at the art gallery. :)

Haha..Me at the top with a mountain and its surrounding beauty^^

Having a buffet in a restaurant located at the top..Ouch..the cost of the food can bleed anyone dry..were it in dollars..heh3

My siblings and me on our way to another tourist spot..lolx..we are all mashed together..haha

Ladies night out at the Hard Rock Cafe Bar.. how come there is ladies night but no guys night?

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Ardhi..the aspiring bartender..

Dahliah...the satisfied patroness..

The hooligans of Hard Rock Cafe!

The star and her fans!

Amirah's gig at hard rock cafe..you go gurl!ROCK the house down!!

The departing superstar!

STARDOM!..o.O..one missing???

Take 2!!!Grr..where's the other 1???

We didn go to the cafe to juz take photos..we ate!Here's my food!..yummy..rite?

my drink..i noe it looks like vomit in a fancy glass..but it was really Nice!XD

Here i am..eating garlic bread..

After dinner photo..look at the figures in the background..top right hand corner..we are imitating em=P

Night swimming!!!..oh..3 siblings this time..

Yay..all 4 for a morning swim!

In wetsuits with our diving instructorsXD

Heh..swimming with the fishies!!!^___^(umm..if you don see the video..and really wanna see it..wait a few days..coz its really shitty uploading it..i've been waiting 6 hrs and still no results..sorry=x)

My mother and me at the beach:D

The sweetest picture ever!Chicky,panda and momo..friends forever!^^

EWWW!!!!A DEAD FISHIE!!!

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Me with the horsie..this horsie is like way strong..the poor darling..having to pull the hackney,the driver and my entire family..OMG..can u imagine the weight and doing this every single day..shudders...i rather die..poor2 horsieT_T

The Indian Ocean still trying to devour the ancient temple that has defied it for 400+ years..WOW!

The ancient temple!

The ocean compared to the sea is like the olympic pool compared to the baby pool..1 drop into it and bye2!!!

The Bali sunset which is not to be missed coz Bali is like the only country that has this quirky rule..no building can exceed 3 storeys in high..so well..the smarty pants build an additional storey underground..lolx..take dat!..pity we couldn't take it at the beach..but well..at least we managed to take a shot juz before we boarded the flight back to Singapore.haiz...

Sorry bout this post being so long and taking a freaking long time to load..the pictures are in the correct sequences and we did alot of other activities like jet skiing,parasailing and the works..but no pictures sorry and i cant put up any more photos coz its really lagging now..heh3..didn't u wish u had gone to bali too?lolx..well go there next time..im off..cya=D

10:03 PM ; smile'

Friday, March 7, 2008

Whee..I obtained an A for my Mother Tongue A levels...waa haa haa..so happyXD..My mother tongue is finally at the standard it was expected to be..yay!I would like to express my gratitude and appreciation to miss suryati for being a source of inspiration and rekindling my love for the beauty that is the malay language..Despite her stern countennance..she is an extremely adept teacher who instills in her students the purpose and desire to learn and thats what make her a fabulous teacher who will be fondly remembered long after we have left college.Terima Kasih Cikgu Suryati!=D

College is quite a sedate place relative to life in secondary school.heh..but that all changed as soon as the results were released..students were all like monkeys exhibiting various antics,some crying,some chattering away,comparing results,running around blah2..aniwae..my point is that when one doess well..one usually forget that there are others who didn't do as well..and in expressing our joy at our good fortune,we unitentionally aggravate those who are not as inclined to be happy.Well..i did well..but my joy soon faded when i realized that one of my friend didn pass eventhough he worked really hard at it..i was feeling really guilty coz i didn even study much for my exams and i didn't even coverse/practise malay much be it in malay class or elsewhere and i got an A..it was like kinda an INJUSTICE!i should have barely passed instead..haiz..i really hope he doesn do anything stupid coz of it..T_T

Waa haa haa..i tied with Hidayah for malay=P..heh..she's my fav malay girl in school and the only one i kinda kept in contact with..haha..she may not meet the social standards of prettiness but she is attractive coz her personality more den make up for it..Haha, i once fancied myself as having a crush on her..lolx..so funny once u think back about it..lolx..don be jealous mel..the first girl i noticed was u..she was 2nd=p..heh..aniwae hidayah..bring it on..fight for pw grade next!!...i will win coz my pw grp roxXD

9:09 PM ; smile'

Thursday, March 6, 2008

Today we had a class excursion to help us bond as a class…Heh..i had previously dismissed the class outing as a waste of time but boy was i wrong..it was like super FUN!!!XD..Hell..the entire day was GREAT!!..only had 1 maths lecture in the morning and then 3 hrs break to chit chat and giggle2 before the outing commenced..Had lunch at Long John Silver and we all had to sit together to facilitate the theme of bonding..T_T..it was so cramped but food was great though a little dry=X..departed for safra at 1 and played BOWLING!!!..i was first on my team to get STRIKE!!!YAY^___^..but was like one of the last in class(everyone managed to get a strike..some multiple times)=X..heh..i was not that sucky ok!..my classmates juz too pro..err..66 is ok rite?

Haha..anyway..mr fazli was like so eager to organize an inter-class bowling competition..lolx..sneaky ct...he so confident our class confirm WIN!!..Hell YEAH!!104 rocks...we have a lot of talented people,in the academics, aesthetics and sports..lolx..we welcome any challengers..but be prepared to get ownedXD..lolx..heh..don mind me..i just bias towards my class=P

The outing certainly served its purpose..we did bond splendidly as a class and we encouraged one another and didn’t jeer even though some of us suck at stuff like me=X..heh3..didn’t play pool with the others coz i didn’t bring clothes but played spot the differences between 2 pictures..damm hilarious..we stressing to win and write our initials when we get high score..but couldn’t..even after wasting like $7($1 per game) and having like 7 people working on what’s supposed to be a one player game..oh well..win some lose some..^^

6:27 PM ; smile'

Monday, March 3, 2008

Nyaa haa haa..my new mobile number is like created just for me!!!98137779

First of all, it starts and ends with the number 9(eternity-alot of meanings to go along with that eh?)

Secondly, if u minus away the 9 since everyone has a 9 at the start,u get 8 as the 1st number..and 8 as the first number and 9 as the last number gets me the year i was born in..89!

And then,there is the "sacred" no. 13..my FAV number..hee hee hee

Last of all..the most obvious one..triple 7 consecutively for luck!

"cool and unique" quotes kia yong in response to my new number. humph..im glad someone has the brains to appreciate my new number!!!thx ah kia yong!!!=D

For all those people who rolled their eyes and wateva my new no..try getting a number like it then!

ehehehe..just joking..jaXD

2:27 AM ; smile'

Saturday, March 1, 2008

Oh well..my bloggy has received quite a range of reviews..some bad some good..but nevertheless..i welcome em coz nothing is ever one sided in truth..just like people..january was quite a revelation..well..we all know stereotyping is a bad and all yet..we kinda do it all the time..despite trying not to..yeah..so i juz learn that the "stalker" who we thought was after my best gal friend in yjc was not actually stalking her..it juz seems that way and that despite his geeky and freaky countenance(LOSER!!!)..he is actually a nice and friendly guy..gentlemanly and a gd samaritan..funny how one act of kindness can change ur opinions of someone..he woke me up from my slumber on my way to school so i didn miss my stop..thk GOD..i was like 1 late-coming away from DETENTION..PHEW!XD..thx again mr nice ex-stalker!=D

Next my new friend-Kia Yong..does he count as my new friend since he doesn noe how i look like yet and we nvr chat beyond the realms of msn?Aniwae..i kinda always thought he was acting cool and such a Poseur..well here it is..the undeniable truth..to all bitches/gossip-mongers like me..we hate em coz we are jealous of em and so we try to undermine em and make ourselves feel better..don bother denying it..u noe its true..so aniwae..i discovered he was really nice,sweet,humble,funny..blah2..too many positive things..ARGH!!!i hate him!!!and not for the previous reasons but the opposite reasons..shows how unsatisfied we humans are..or issit juz me?yeah..so sorry kiayong..i lambasted you in the past and im kidding..i don hate u now..ur impossible to hateXD..so people..pls get to noe sum1 before u actually criticise em..u nvr noe..u may actually fall in love with the ppl u used to loathe..haha..ja^^

2:27 AM ; smile'