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Tuesday, May 20, 2008

Fucker..im done pleasing you..two can play the game..we fought with amber last year and this year against each other..fine..i guess the 3 of us were never meant to be friends despite the promises we made to each other during the start of last year when we became friends..Amber is out of the game now..there's only you and me left..you really wanna play..im all set..bring it on..but it wouldn't be me that will be crying when this is over..at the very most..both of us will fall again..stuck together again till one of us falls and leaves the other a victor...its still favorable..a draw..anything that makes u feel pain..pleases me..Thanx for having been my friend though..it was certainly fun while it lasted but don worry..this time i wont let memories hold me back..lets go all out..use each other to force our potential to the fore..may the best guy win..

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Monday, May 12, 2008

Lolx...My long awaited entry regarding Ferdo...Heh2..people been urging me to write2 and update..but heh..i think coz they juz wanna read about themselves..coz i will be writing a post each on all of my close friends..haha..so hurry people..queue up!Your moment of glory will come the sooner you tag at my tag box to be next..waa haa haa..im so smartXD...now all those meanies like .... who go my blog to read "secretly" will have to TAG!!!

Heh..don't you think its like weird..people coming to yjc and sighing.."No cute guys aroundT_T" or "No chiobus!"..Yet 3 months later...they are like like all giggly and blushing..gossiping away about all the cuties in school(the gals!!!not the guys!!!)...going.."he so cute!!!!!!"Urgh..Gals with that demented stalker look in their eyes are so damm bloody scary!!!and wats more..guys being called SO CUTE!!!!i mean..seriously..guys..do u like being called cute?ok fine..secretly its damm shiok the feeling..but to be gushed over and stalked and made the topic of conversationS..erm..i don tink so...its freaky not to mentioned damm EMBARRASSING!We are not cute!WE are tough and macho..thats worse..sounds like lil boys boasting at the playground to impress gals=X

Ya2..aniwae..my classmates,the girls at least are like the above examples..They are seriously ga-ga over guys in yjc after complaining so much got no good-looking guys..then in 1 week..last week that is..they sourced out at least 10 ppl who they they are oh so cute..so handsome..so dunnoe wat else..i cant fathom the minds of crazed stalker fan gals..i don even want to(shudders=X)..you should see em..skulking around classrooms stealing year books so they can drool over their prospective VICTIMS!!!fine..i admit..im guilty as well..coz well..i was skulking around as well..and well i provided all the information and profiles of their soon to be preys..and NO!..i was so not checking out people..of coz not..its a been there done that kinda thing..im just being a good friend...nothing wrong with that right..uhuh!

Haiz..so sad ah..i actually liked one of the gals once(waah..i like had crushes on so many gals ah..lolx..i also had "crushes" on so many guys..well...who cares..i like who i like!=p)..but i gave up..coz she has a uber big crush on kia yong ge-ge and well..i cant fault her right..he is juz that lovable^^..and well..we can't help who we like..so yeah..now we are good friends..more like allies/accomplice..im helping her trap him so she can confess her undying love for him to him and zap him with the love beam coming from her eyes...then tadah..he cant resist her and will fall for her..im such a genius...no wonder ppl refer to me as the relationship guru..hmm2..though i will be very sad if he don have time to play with me lerT_T..moving on..depressing thoughts are a no2 and she haven caught him yet..so i have time yet to plan my back up plan!!!!cunning lil me!XD

Aniwae..My theory is..Yjc is so sucky..that we had to adjust our tastes to such a low level in order to survive school..seriously..those 2 only are only eager to come to school juz to catch an eye full of their fav guys..no harm in that of coz..i mean..the end justifies the means right?if it helps them to study and ensure they are eager to go to school..why not..i bet alot ppl also like that also lor..i one of em=X..I bet ur wondering..How the hell is all this related to ferdo?Ferdo hasn been mentioned at all...im coming to that..i promise!!!(i can here u guys screaming at me!U BETTER DO!)T_T

Blah..aniwae..another theory of mine..this has relevance ok!yah..this is what i noticed..i was from the arts stream last year and this year the science..I noticed that for all the superiority that science people exude and their successes in the "important"academic fields..they lack something that students of the arts discipline possess..they have a lack of emotional depth(sorry science stream ppl!=X)..This does not mean they are heartless monsters..merely..emotions is not something they understand and manipulate well..its not something to hold against them..they are just like that..haha..im so proud..im both..a science and arts student..I love em both..the best of both worlds=D..aniwae..i asked my 2 ga-ga friends above regarding this theory..And they so totally agree with me!..their ideal guy is a guy with the science look but from the arts(you know why science looks?coz all their crushes from science stream(kia yong,Eugene,Jacky,wai leong, Joon Kiat...the list goes on..more guys added every single day-_-..and its kinda true i guess..science guys have this kinda looks)..where do you find such a guy?lolx..i know 1...FERDO!^___^

Haha..Looking back..im just as guilty as any other idiot...i do stereotype people..heh..oh well..they don call me a bitch for nothing^^..heh..i had dismissed ferdo as nothing but a huge lump of muscle that had no chance of going jc without DSAing...oh wait...thats impossible..since when did yjc have dsa?and even if they did..who in their right mind would want to dsa into yjc?erm..my point is..he was juz a gorilla with juz enough brain power to scratch his head to look like he is thinking when its obvious thinking is beyond his mental capacity..or so i thought..

Oh call me jealous..call me green with envy..But ferdo is truly easy on the eyes..easily one of the top 5 best looking guys in yjc..then again...remember my theory..we had to settle for less to survive..still..no choice but to admit ferdo distinguishes himself from his fellow men in any situation!Thats not a hard thing to do though for him..look at the world today..gals are going mad over guys who look like gals,guys who are slender and look as if they need plenty of care by gals,guys who go to spas,have manicures,blah2..so different from times long ago when maidens go for tough guys capable of protecting them..ferdo has the body of the macho tough guy..a rugby player..a guy capable of taking care of one he loves..one that can be depended on..one that can shelter one from the worst life can throw..of coz it really helps that one punch from him can knock most people out!XD

Ha!U snort with disdain..juz a good body?Everyone can train to have a good body..nothing special..well..that may be the case..but use ur brain dumbass..would i say he is one of the best looking guys in school if he juz has a good body?of coz not...plus he is wearing clothes idiot..how can i really judge how good his body is then..not to mention that yjc uniform seriously makes everyone looks uglier..im not making this up!but im really thankful that we are not yjc student during its earlier days..if i had to wear the uniforms then..poly here i come!back to ferdo..ferdo has an extremely memorable face..an extremely strong face..chiseled jaw,angular cheek bones and flawless complexion(Adonis?not quite..but close enoughXD)..a face of a leader..one who inspires others to trust and follow his lead..one that u have do doubt will be a success in life..making a huge impact on the lifes of others=D

Urgh..sick with envy yet?im not done yet...There is still a matter of his brains..contrary to the saying all brawns but no brains..ferdo amazes us once again by how blessed he is...he came to singapore from indonesia in sec 2 and obtained an A1 in english at o lvls..see how pro he is..we all speak english from small2 also nvr get A1..so humiliating la..sumore he got promoted not like me...according to our teachers that i interview..ferdo is extremely intelligent and will succeed in many fields if only he would show the passion,focus and hard work required..His general knowledge is impressive..He knows alot of stuff not at all related to our area of study...haha..whats more...he is PSYCHIC!!!im serious..he is like the all great oracle of 127..he knows about each and every member of 127 and gives fairly accurate readings of our past and present selves...oklah..i admit..his secret is that he act like he nvr pay attention but he actually eavesdrop and observe his surroundings very closely..see so smart right!now can know ppl secrets and blackmail em!Good one ferdo!eh wait..no!he not like me...he wont blackmail ppl de-_-

I HATE HIM!Thats what you love to say right?brains and looks..what more do you need?sorry to disappoint you..but ferdo has more than just that..Ferdo is rich(he wear armani and the works..go clubbing and eats out every single day..)..at least relatively to us average singaporeans la..aha..u say..at last..a reason to be gleeful..he is surely a snob and act high and mighty..erm..i really hate to wipe that smirk of your face but he is not=X...he is one of the most generous person i have ever met in my life..he bought the class a dinner of pizza,treated jie ying and shamine to swensens and many more instances of generosity..i cant remember them all can i...its like a normal thing for him to be generous..

Handsome,a good body,rich..still have personality right?Haha..ferdo has a fabulous personality..a man of unblemished character..He has presence..an aura that draws u to notice him and be attracted to him in one way or another..sorta like charisma..its this trait of him that allows him to be a commander of men..a person who gets the job done..we all feel the need to bask in his approval..Our pw A can mostly be credited to him..jie ying may have been the leader but he is the undisputed taskmaster..even she admited that she couldn have managed it without him..i mean..this is the guy who made me..the ultimate slacker(vs is the school of slackers and to actually be called a slacker by another vs guy is really bad=X..and i got called that many timesT_T) actually work willingly in order to secure the success of my group..this is the guy who bonded all 5 of us who are as different as they come..this is FERDO!

haha..127 has a family tree..and im probably one of the most prominent ones there..since my title is godfather..i have 3 godchildren(lynnette,aaron,kwang yong),a grand-daughter(jerene)..a niece(april)..one of the 3 founding members of the Gossip Club which had miss denise ong as a member..but nevertheless..ferdo still surpasses me..his title is that of BOSS!Normally..u have a "brother" just for urself..but ferdo was the big brother of 127..he is the guy the guys in 127 look up to and aspire to be like..he is the guy the gals in 127 tease and bicker with knowing that he will nvr turn his temper on em or raise him hand to em..he is probably the most influential person in 127..the person trusted and loved by all in the 127 family^___^

Ferdo may be gone now..Off to indonesia and then to America..we will probably not see him again..at least not in the near future but our friendship will hold..a person like him cannot be forgotten..even know,weeks after his departure..his presence is still missed..out of sight,out of mind...not true for someone special like ferdo..his influence still lingers and his companionship is truly and sorely missed..how often his name is mentioned during conversations between members of 127..how we wish that he is still with us..we are like cattle who have lost their sheperd..lost without a guide..without someone to listen to us and advise us..we have taken to imagining him and what he would say..just to find a solution to our problems..just to know his presence for that few seconds..to know that we did know such a wonderful person and that despite his absence..he is still with us..a permanent fixature in the wonderful memories we have together..

Ah well..enough..im missing him more and more writing this long overdue post..enough with the senoh well..im off now..gotta do other things..this post like super long la..take hours to write..now i so tiredT_T...hope u like this "testimonial" ferdo!Must treat me when you come back ah for singing your praises=P..jaXD

Enough of this sentimentality..Ferdo is the perfect friend and a terrible enemy..i mean..u think im bitchy and extremely cruel and hurtful when im in the mood..well.....is somewhat like me...though his is of a slightly different nature..know this then..Ferdo is probably the only person who has ever managed to shut both me and ... up..so be prepared..he is not a person to be triffled with..and oh yeah..i and some others.. think that he is object of lust for julia and her gang..and he called me fucking bo liao when i mentioned this to him..grr..he may be sensitive and all..but he sure is blind!u guys help me collect evidence hor..we'll show him!whoops..im supposed to praise ferdo here..sorry2..
(photos will be added when lynnette send em to me=D)

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