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Saturday, June 28, 2008

Waa haa haa..Today we celebrated my younger brother,Ardhi(Kiki) and younger sister,Amirah(Momo) birtday at Pasir Ris Beach which is like 10 mins away from my house..lolx..it was a SUCCESS!!!Yay!!!haha..of coz it was..how can it not be when it was planned and executed by the evil duo..yours truly!..and my elder sister,Dahliah=D

Lolx..but it wasn't so smooth sailing actually during the planning and preparation stages...afterall we only decided to celebrate their birthday this morning..My sister's idea that is..She juz suddenly barged into my room and start badgering me on what we are gonna for the day..well..our mom is working so we cant celebrate the way we normally do with do at some upscale restaurant..but our dad is at home..OH NO!!!That's horrible..wat a bad day to have a birthday on..a day when my dad is not working..ARGH!!!Dammit we thought..Spending our day at home with dad is a definite No2..hmm...AHA!!!Why not have a birthday party for em at the beach which is their fav place=D..Hooray..we have something to work on and an excuse to run away from homeXD..plus we get to make our lil siblings super happy with a damm memorable birthday party..hey..don gimme that suspicious look!I swear getting away from our dad was not our main priority!SERIOUSLY!!!

Haha..so there we were scheming away and cracking our heads for ideas..but before we thought of anything concrete..my lil siblings came home from their religious class..the lil buggers refused to leave us alone..i think they suspected that we were up to no good..They are so MEAN..we can't help it that our faces always look as if we are being cunning and scheming..god made us that way!!

Ahahaha..so aniwae..me and sis planned to create a photo album of us 4 siblings on our adventure of Singapore while celebrating their birtday..so we could give the album to our mom for the birthday...effectively killing two birds with one stone but well..that plan was effectively killed coz momo had tuition at 4 and couldn't shift it to another day and if she skipped it at our insisntence..our mom is so gonna have our headsT_T..So we settled on going to the beach instead..lolx..next we decided to create em a HUGE card but well..another problem..we didn't have enough magazine to cut out fromT_T..haha..thirdly well..more people decided to join us like my grandfather and our maid..lolx..plus we haven yet figured out how to get the cake without letting em noe..But when two brilliant minds are at work..nothing is impossible..we got out grandpa and maid to distract our siblings while we sneaked away to buy the cake..haha..a stroke of genius wasn't it?XD

So here we go...

Haha..This was the Barbecue Pit we were at...

My sibling and I with our grandpa=D

HEHE..bet u didn't expect this right..haha..they sure as hell didn't..but cute eh..their party hatsXD

-Grandpa-->-evil twins-->Birthday duo^^

momo feeding katak=)

Kiki's turn to feed katak!

HEY!!!!When issit my turn?!?!Momo effectively shut my whinningT_T

Kiki is not about to be outdone!No WAY!Hey..why am i the victim?!?!

Lolx..feeding each other...

Getting smeared for force feeding us!!!

Momo tries to escape..BUT!!!..she FAILS!!!!

OH NO..They are PISSED..YIKES>>>OUR BEAUTIFUL FACES..ARGH!!!

EEKSS!!!IM BETRAYED..EVEN MY ACCOMPLICE HAS BETRAYED ME!!!

Guests are NOT spared!!!Poor Grandpa..he looks helpless!!The audacity!!!

WOOT!Even my maid!!!Bet she's thinking"why me?wat did i do?"

The evil duo and our product of GENIUS!!!=P

Birthday card ceremony^^

The people who owns the birthday card!

Too Obsessed reading?YOU guys should be!We worked damm hard for it ok!

A closer look at the card.The cover!

U guys already saw the middle..but AGAIN..im proud of my work can!!

The back cover=D

Haha..thats all the photos..Heh..Hope u guys had a wonderful "surprise" birthday party=D..katak and i love you guys^_____^

The End!!!

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Friday, June 27, 2008

Hiya guys and gals=D..Im back!!!..haha..did u guys miss me?hehe..im milking this for all its worthXD..lolx i know u did..coz i only came back coz poeple have been asking me to resume blogging coz they missed reading my entries..woo hoo..wat a boost to my ego..HELL YEAH!!!(more compliments please!!!im starved/No!!!..make that addicted to em..lolx..ok2..im SHAMELESS!!)..but seriously though..its real touching to know that people like my entries..it makes writing them worthwhile knowing that people actually take the time and effort to read my work and provide constructive criticism..thanx people!!!Love ya^________^

Oh yeah..for those who were concerned about me due to reading the post prior to this..haha..i really appreciate ur concern and enquiry into what actually happened to cause a rift between me and my friend(he who should not be named)..and no..its not voldemort people..ok..i noe..LAMEEEEE!!!ya2..blame it on bloc tests..anyway..its resolved..me and him are friends again..YIPPEEE!!haha..i know..im so immature..like lil kid like that...who else at my age play the friend->don't friend->friend u again game?if u noe anyone tell me hor..haha..i missed playing it..used to play that game alot in primary school..haha^^..OOH!!!..u wanna noe wat helped patch us back?(Yikes!..change the word patch to bonded!..coz patch make it sound like we are in a BLOODY RELATIONSHIP and we are so000ooo NOT!!)..Guess2..the answer is...BLOC TEST!!!

haha..WTF right..bloc test of all things..but yeah..seriously..maybe schools should like cancel orientation and make bloc tests mandatory for those people entering their new institutions...practically nothing beats the interaction u see after bloc test is over(ok..some of u would say..wat about promos and a lvls and stuff?..fine!..i mean tests in general ok?now shaddup!)..everyone buzzing and grousing over the papers..despite teachers yelling for us to keep our mouths shut..heh..good bonding session eh..haha..so yeah..i ended my paper and saw my friend waiting for his bus and as soon as we saw each other we forgot our "vow of eternal enimity" and started lambasting the papers..haha..waah pro ah..An ingenious way to get people to turn from enemies to friends..i guess its true afterall..the enemy of my enemy is my friend and in this case the greatest enemy of all is... bloc testT_T

Heh..Im really saddened about my bloc tests..i think im probably gonna flunk all of em..you know the feeling you get when you do the papers..you can already predict how well you do..yeah..im ok with my gp,econs and maths..could have done alot better juz that im not really prepared for it..coz i still write extremely slowly resulting in not having enough time to complete the paper and don have enough practise so i tend to misunderstand the questions and make lotsa careless errors or else..i plain dunnoe how to do the questions..oh well..but thats not as bad as chemistry and physics..i was like totally out of my element..u now how a fish flounders when its outta water..yeah..its something like that..i read the questions once,twice..FIVE times and my brain still blank..i don even noe how to go about answering the questions..im just so overwhelmed..and seeing everyone scribbling away like its damm easy and the clock ticking away..i panicked..i juz felt so helpless and inferior..

haiz..i mean its my fault..i should have prepared more and stuff..yeah2..no point regretting but still doing it aniwae..reality sets in while "doing" the bloc tests..this is my last year if i fail again..i cant retain again..and if i fail..then i have wasted not 3 years of my life..but my entire life..coz i cant get to university can i?and no way will my life be fun if i cant even support myself..look at the many examples in the papers..haiz..im really sorry that i disappointed my family,clique,kia yong ge-ge,my friends and teachers who supported me all this while..i tried but it wasn't good enough..

Aniwae..yeah..i already quit playing computer before bloc tests started..and as time goes..im getting less and less addicted and tempted to use my laptop..so at leasts thats outta the way..my main distraction that is..oh well..guess u people wont see me much online anymore..only gonna use it on fridays to blog and stuff..coz i will probably be confined to after school study sessions with my teachers to boost up my subjects..i juz have to keep trying..coz studying is important..i realize that..

k..enough of bloc tests..its really killing my mood..yeah2..so today i went out with my clique..not the entire clique since the rest of the buggers are really busy..juz ernie and ken..went to changi village to eat and catch up..heh..food was really good..i ate the most but im still the skinniest one..YAY!XD..haha..i ate seafood fried rice and mee soto and drank 3 mugs of sugar cane juice(1 of em with lemon!)..haha..lucky i wore an oversized shirt..den my tummy not so obvious..lolx..wanted to go to the beach and catch lil fishies and crabbies but well ernie and ken complained its too darn hot..like WTH..they are army guys and ernie is a commando yet a lil sun had em whinning like bimbos with one lil blackhead..so yeah..off we went to tampines mall to buy ernie a bag for army stuff..walked round and round..entered and exited store after store..there is seriously a HUGE difference between shopping with guys and shopping with gals..well..retail therapy was supposed to get me outta my funk but it didn work this time..im with my friends yet i feel distanced from em and its a fact i am..i am the same age as em..yet they already finished with college and im still in yr 1..its getting harder for us to clique when im juz so far behind them..its not their fault..they accept me as i am..the only problem is..i cant accept myself..

dammit..im still down..aniwae..i think they noticed i wasn my usual animated self..so they humored me and did the diabetes test with me since there was a free one outside of TM..haha..i grew alot heavier..56kg to 62 kg and alot shorter..176cm to 172cm..but thank god im still healthy..BMI of 20-21..haha..ernie healthy also..commando wat..wat to do..but ken...aniwae..ken was nice..offering me a car ride home but i declined..kinda wanted to be alone to think about things..yeah..Ernie was nice too..he treated me to bubble tea to cheer me up..heh..im lucky to have em..THANX GUYS=D!CLIQUE MATES FOREVER!!!YEAH!!

Umm..so yeah..thats all folks..see ya guys next weekend..Ja!=D

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