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Thursday, February 21, 2008

To most people, cemeteries are supposed to be places that are scary and to be avoided unless truly necessary...BUT!!!!...I LOVE CEMETERIES!!!(IM NOT WEIRD OK-_-!!!).

I visited my grandma's grave today and i couldn help but feel that i was in a truly different world..and no..its not because i was surrounded by dead bodies(this is not some cheap horror flick)..its because a cemetery is part of this world..yet it remains indifferent to the changes that affects the world as we noe it.. HUH???!!!..i bet thats the only coherent response ur mind can come up with...NVM..i try and explain...-_-

The world as we noe it is consist of our families,work,friends,school,homework..blah2..only things of significance to us which differ from each and everyone of us..The world changes continuously and we are often pressured to keep up with it..However..in our race against time, we often forget the reasons why we joined the race in the 1st place and that there are other things other than racing..in simpler terms..it means we neglect stuff in favor of another, sometimes sacrificing so much more than wat we will gain..but wats truly sad is that we cant see it..we are so caught up in it..

At the cemetery..things are put into perspective..the cemetery is probably the most conducive place to reflect..it is extremely serene..no irritating noises from technological spawns/humans..no tempting smell of food or smelly B.O..no one to tell you wat to do..ur all alone in ur corner of the world(OH!!..except for the dead bodies..but hey..they cant do anythingXD)..its there that ur free from the influence of the world and question ur purpose in this life and whether ur life as u have lived it thus far is truly the life that u want for urself..The cemetery reminds one that all life is transient and we will all die one day and be equal in our new home..that is DEAD as a doorknob in our cosy lil rectangle in the ground!Thats not to say we juz slack around waiting for ourselves to die..we make the best of our life to inspire the future generations to do the same!For while the grave may hold our bodies..memories of us and our accomplishments will elude its grasp till the world is at an end..so yeah..do u wanna be regretting ur life and struggling to move and change it while they lower ur corpse into the ground or do u wanna be content in the knowledge that u did the best u could..i tink the latter no?^^

oh yeah..so i was reflecting and blah2 after praying for my grandma when a weird song came outta no where..its like really creepy coz its daylight..according to the media..got no ghost in the day right2?thinking that it was ring tune..i jumped up and search around as far as i can see..BUT THERE WAS NO ONE!!!(den again..i cant see more den a few metres without my specs=x)..but hey..its weird yeah>and this is not the first time..last time..was an old woman praying really loudly..ok2..i retract my words..its not serene..its SCARY!!!BUT2..u nvr noe..it may just be me..u should really try gng to the cemetery..u may like it^________^

Its really a bitch going home from the cemetery if u don have a car though..i took a taxi to the cemetery and could have asked the uncle to wait for me cept for the fact that im brokeT_T and i take a really long time to complete the prayers for my grandma-_-...so yeah..i was like really ecstatic when i saw a taxi on its way out when i was leaving and there i was hopping on the pavement and waving my hands frantically signalling the vehicle to stop,a manic glee on my face at all the poor souls who have to walk a LOOOOONG way to the bus stop while i board a taxi.THE TAXI PASSED ME with two old ladies chattering inside and peering at me as the cab passed me!!!FUMING..i was muttering curses under my breath..when i spotted another cab..waa haa haa..i tot..i got a cab!!!..my good humour restored..i repeated my earlier flagging exercise..the cab stopped and asked me if i had called for a cab..being of outstading character..i told the truth...the cab drove off..WTH!!!i SHOULD HAVE FREAKING LIED!!!Now i noe why the two old ladies were peering at me..they wanted to see my reaction i bet..grr..i bet they called a cab and sadistically board the 1st cab knowing they wont have to pay extra..who knew old ladies could be so devious!!!NVR UNDERESTIMATE OLD LADIES..i learnt my lessonT_T and will remember it till my feet are no longer sore-_-...oh well...

3:47 PM ; smile'

thePROFILE;

Name: Herman
Clique Title: The Bitch XD
Age: 18+
Birthday: 22 August 1989
Horoscope: Leo
School: Elias Park->Victoria school->Yishun JC

theLOVE;

People i love:
My Family...
-mama
-Older Sister(Dahliah-Katak)
-Younger Brother(Ardhi-Kiki)
-Younger Sister(Amirah-Momo)
-Granpa
-Grandma(departedT_T)
-Aunty Yati
-My maid(Tante)
My Clique...
*Mubaraq(Mubs-The SLUT)
*Nur M.(Mat-Fat2)
*Ernest(Ernie)
*Daniel(Dan"Knight")
*Ken(The Flash Bomb)
*Sadik(The Blind)
*Karthik(The Dog)
~Roy(My Oldest Best Friend)
~Kia Yong(My gege=D)
~All My Friends^____^
Hobbies:reading, sleeping, shopping, swimming, badminton, gaming, chit-chatting..got alot more=X

theHATE;

I HATE MYSELF!!!

theWISH;

(1) My loved ones to be happy and in good health=D
(2) Promotion to jc 2 this yearT_T
(3) 7A's for A lvls(5 more to go!!!)
(4) An i-phone =X
(5) Bag similar to my current 1..brown,canvas and leather blend:)
(5) Becoming a better person-_-
(6) Making a difference with my life^_^

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