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Friday, February 22, 2008

I was like really excited to go to school today..So much so that i actually planned and completed my list of things to do before i deemed myself acceptable to go to school..Fine2..i planned the list in my head while i was showering to go to school but its a BIG deal ok!..im a slack and don care type of guy so well its kinda out of character to actually use wats between my ears=X..crap did i juz admit it...but its true nonetheless..hmm..shit..im using my brain to ponder something..quit it!!..

my checklist
  • brush teeth with huge chunk of toothpaste(ticked)
  • practise various smiles in front of the mirror(ticked)
  • condition hair and moisturize face(ticked)
  • healthy dose of ARAMIS cologne(ticked)
  • wear LUCKY underwear (ticked)
  • etc2..too many to list..=X

paranoid?obsessed?narcissistic?..nah...its perfectly normal..afterall..who doesn wanna make an impression on the 1st day of school rite?All set i tot..as i gave one last smile and a jaunty wave to my reflection before departing for school with a slight and i really do mean slight only swagger to my steps..i mean..i do look particularly fanciable that morning..erm..at least to me=X..self-confidence is the key to success..uhuh..yeah!

so there i was..all eager to get to school..my head filled with nothing more than meeting my new classmates and how gd looking and wonderful they are going to be..i would have a blast this yr i tot exuberantly...heard of something along the lines of the calm before the storm..well..all my optimism vanished as soon as i stepped into school...I DUNNOE WHERE AND WHAT IS MY FRIGGING CLASS!!!ARGH!!!..I SHUND HAVE PON ORIENTATION..call me a coward or wateva..i ran away from assembly..well..at least im frank and honest..lolx..i hid in the toilet at lvl 3..i may be discovered on 1/2..i even force myself to empty my bowels to may it look convincing that i really had a stomach upset and so have a legitimated reason to not attend assembly in case anyone happens to catch me..cunning arent i?tee hee heeXD..im GOOD!...fine..i shant lie..i really did go to the toilet and i didn crap coz i was so smart..it was coz the cleaner was cleaning the toilet and to be stuck in a cubicle without looking as if i had a tummy upset would cause the cleaner to think i was up to...M*********ing..guys..u shud noe this-_-..

My day was no longer looking so good..and i don smell so good either..being stuck in the toilet for a lengthy amount of time can do dat to youT_T..aniwae..i went to the general office and enquired as to which class they assigned me to..her reply was a negative..i was not given a class..ARGH!!!!...i PANICKED!!!..no class means i will have to leave college rite?..thankfully she deferred me to mrs kwang..not immediately tho..i had to wait..long queue of fidgety boys and gals waiting to see her..lolx..i was one of the lucky few who got a seat..=P..to people who have to stand..heh3..mrs kwang was mean to me..she berated me for skipping orientation and told me that she cant put me in my pae class coz its full and its unfair to pull one out in order to put me in..i mean i get her rationale..but2..im the ct rep and i really wanna go back to my classT_T..aniwae..she transferred me to another class with pcme combination..but i didn want to..so i left after promising to come back to get my class..

i was a sad sight to see..seating outside the LT alone and nothing to do except think of my next course of action..so i was thinking..since im beyond hopeless in physics..i might as well change it to lit/csE since im strong in language..my j2 friends who had break at that time convinced me its the perfect choice to make..being an easily influence guy..i readily went back to see mrs kwang and changed my combi and class..tadah..i have a class..satisfied and willing to make the best of the situation..i already planned my trip to china with my new class for csE..making friends a huge problem for me since im really aloof unless ur close to me..but hey..its a matter of time..no1 can resist my charm..rite gals?(crap..i can envision them rolling their eyes and fake puke)..and den something happened..my pae teacher informed me that i am in his list of students in his class..so i needn have gone thru all the trouble..i was like..OMG!!!WTH!!!..now wat..i already changed class to something more comfortable for me since im so called gd in language..but i changed back..coz my old class wanted me back and i missed them..plus well they can help me in physics and physics is like the only problem..guys..if ur reading this...u better gimme a present..i did return for u guys after allXD..oh yeah..mrs kwang was like really pissed when i saw her for the 3rd and final time to change combi back to my old class..i could see she was dying to stranggle me but took great pains to control herself..phew^^..thats all that happened..all this was thanx to that bloody orientation..who's stupid idea was it to pon..lesson learnt..next time don pon school but pon classesXD...eeks..my mom noes my blog..better hope she doesn read this..crap its 12 midnight..gotta go sleep..ja^____^




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Thursday, February 21, 2008

To most people, cemeteries are supposed to be places that are scary and to be avoided unless truly necessary...BUT!!!!...I LOVE CEMETERIES!!!(IM NOT WEIRD OK-_-!!!).


I visited my grandma's grave today and i couldn help but feel that i was in a truly different world..and no..its not because i was surrounded by dead bodies(this is not some cheap horror flick)..its because a cemetery is part of this world..yet it remains indifferent to the changes that affects the world as we noe it.. HUH???!!!..i bet thats the only coherent response ur mind can come up with...NVM..i try and explain...-_-


The world as we noe it is consist of our families,work,friends,school,homework..blah2..only things of significance to us which differ from each and everyone of us..The world changes continuously and we are often pressured to keep up with it..However..in our race against time, we often forget the reasons why we joined the race in the 1st place and that there are other things other than racing..in simpler terms..it means we neglect stuff in favor of another, sometimes sacrificing so much more than wat we will gain..but wats truly sad is that we cant see it..we are so caught up in it..


At the cemetery..things are put into perspective..the cemetery is probably the most conducive place to reflect..it is extremely serene..no irritating noises from technological spawns/humans..no tempting smell of food or smelly B.O..no one to tell you wat to do..ur all alone in ur corner of the world(OH!!..except for the dead bodies..but hey..they cant do anythingXD)..its there that ur free from the influence of the world and question ur purpose in this life and whether ur life as u have lived it thus far is truly the life that u want for urself..The cemetery reminds one that all life is transient and we will all die one day and be equal in our new home..that is DEAD as a doorknob in our cosy lil rectangle in the ground!Thats not to say we juz slack around waiting for ourselves to die..we make the best of our life to inspire the future generations to do the same!For while the grave may hold our bodies..memories of us and our accomplishments will elude its grasp till the world is at an end..so yeah..do u wanna be regretting ur life and struggling to move and change it while they lower ur corpse into the ground or do u wanna be content in the knowledge that u did the best u could..i tink the latter no?^^


oh yeah..so i was reflecting and blah2 after praying for my grandma when a weird song came outta no where..its like really creepy coz its daylight..according to the media..got no ghost in the day right2?thinking that it was ring tune..i jumped up and search around as far as i can see..BUT THERE WAS NO ONE!!!(den again..i cant see more den a few metres without my specs=x)..but hey..its weird yeah>and this is not the first time..last time..was an old woman praying really loudly..ok2..i retract my words..its not serene..its SCARY!!!BUT2..u nvr noe..it may just be me..u should really try gng to the cemetery..u may like it^________^


Its really a bitch going home from the cemetery if u don have a car though..i took a taxi to the cemetery and could have asked the uncle to wait for me cept for the fact that im brokeT_T and i take a really long time to complete the prayers for my grandma-_-...so yeah..i was like really ecstatic when i saw a taxi on its way out when i was leaving and there i was hopping on the pavement and waving my hands frantically signalling the vehicle to stop,a manic glee on my face at all the poor souls who have to walk a LOOOOONG way to the bus stop while i board a taxi.THE TAXI PASSED ME with two old ladies chattering inside and peering at me as the cab passed me!!!FUMING..i was muttering curses under my breath..when i spotted another cab..waa haa haa..i tot..i got a cab!!!..my good humour restored..i repeated my earlier flagging exercise..the cab stopped and asked me if i had called for a cab..being of outstading character..i told the truth...the cab drove off..WTH!!!i SHOULD HAVE FREAKING LIED!!!Now i noe why the two old ladies were peering at me..they wanted to see my reaction i bet..grr..i bet they called a cab and sadistically board the 1st cab knowing they wont have to pay extra..who knew old ladies could be so devious!!!NVR UNDERESTIMATE OLD LADIES..i learnt my lessonT_T and will remember it till my feet are no longer sore-_-...oh well...






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thePROFILE;

Name: Herman
Clique Title: The Bitch XD
Age: 18+
Birthday: 22 August 1989
Horoscope: Leo
School: Elias Park->Victoria school->Yishun JC

theLOVE;

People i love:
My Family...
-mama
-Older Sister(Dahliah-Katak)
-Younger Brother(Ardhi-Kiki)
-Younger Sister(Amirah-Momo)
-Granpa
-Grandma(departedT_T)
-Aunty Yati
-My maid(Tante)
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*Mubaraq(Mubs-The SLUT)
*Nur M.(Mat-Fat2)
*Ernest(Ernie)
*Daniel(Dan"Knight")
*Ken(The Flash Bomb)
*Sadik(The Blind)
*Karthik(The Dog)
~Roy(My Oldest Best Friend)
~Kia Yong(My gege=D)
~All My Friends^____^
Hobbies:reading, sleeping, shopping, swimming, badminton, gaming, chit-chatting..got alot more=X

theHATE;

I HATE MYSELF!!!

theWISH;

(1) My loved ones to be happy and in good health=D
(2) Promotion to jc 2 this yearT_T
(3) 7A's for A lvls(5 more to go!!!)
(4) An i-phone =X
(5) Bag similar to my current 1..brown,canvas and leather blend:)
(5) Becoming a better person-_-
(6) Making a difference with my life^_^

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